In the Dark *dark and desire*

"It's ok she needs to be dealt with and you finally gave me a reason to deal with her" I said softly as I kiss you softly

I kiss him back. When he pulled away, "can we please just being your father into it? He can deal with her and I, I know how to bait her if she denies it. If your father is willing to let us have PDA in the whatever it is."

I nod and sigh softly "yea it's time to deal with the bitch

I nodded, "so do we call your dad?"

"He's always in a meeting this time of day but maybe we could get ahold of him at hq

"If we have to then we can wait, there's food and supplies in here. I did clean out anything that went bad and replaced it while you were out. Mostly because the doctor would clean you up and he kicked me out out of courtesy," I said

I can only immGine what I looked like when you found me" I said softly Nd sighed

"You don't need to know," I said softly.

I know " I said softly and hold you tightly

I sighed, "I've never thought of this before but some of your statements has made me think of it. I think I need to get my tubes tied, or flatly remove the organ. I say this because you have a bad case of PTSD and I could get it later on. I think to make sure we don't hurt or kill the child for being a child, erasing the chances would be the best opportunity," I said seriously.

PTSD is what exactly" I askd curiosily

"Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, it happens when people go into a war or into a situation such as you," I replied. "When I scared you and you threw those knives at me that's what happens."

I sighed softly and nodded "that's your choice to make and I'm sorry that I have it its all BC of what happened back then and i hope its not tgana get worsebc of the more recent even." I saidsoftly looking down

"I say this because I think it would be the best interest of us both. I think that with our life having a child screaming will be too frightening at all. And I'm afraid if one of us did attack our child, we could never get over it to stay together. Besides everyone has sex at some point that is unprotected, I don't want that one time to be what gets me pregnant."

I nod and sigh softly "I understand I did want kids eventually. But so far things seem to be only reacting to quick motionor when I'm surprised" I siad quietly not looking at u

"I didn't say we couldn't, just me. Unfortunately there isn't any way to ensure I don't get pregnant until we know its safe because there have always been cases of pregnancy after the procedures or the measure was taken," I said. I couldn't think of having children right now. "The only way we could stop it was by never being intimate with each other, and considering how our first kiss went, its impossible."

I sighed sofyand nod again "I guess baby I just....idk I just feel like maybe we should wait and c but again it's your body you can do what you want

I nodded, "I can consult a doctor."

I nod and got up. "I'm going for a walk

I looked at him. "Do you want me to come?" I asked.

I think I need to be alone for a alittle. " I said softly "need time to think I guess

"OK, be careful," I said softly.

I nodded and walked for 4 hours around the patrol routs staying away from them as best I could not sure what to think of what she dropped on me

I sighed softly and went to lay down on my bed quietly.

I morphed and ran hard not really paying attention to where I was going and ran as fast and hard as I could trying to get my frustration out I came out onto a road and out of no where a car came flying by and I jumped hard just barely missing the hood and ran on