Do Over *1x1 dark and desire*

I kissed him back.

I smiled and poured myself one and slowly sipped. "Good stuff strong too

"Yeah, well I only have the one bottle so I can't have any more should I choose to finish the bottle," I smiled.

I could fix that" I said softly smiling "but I'm not much of a drinker anyway

"Unless I see we need more for our joint drinking then I will but itherwise no," I replied. "I limit myself to be able to hide it from Seth, I don't want to influence his future choices this way, and I would prefer he not know about alcohol in the house should he become a rebellious teen. I could at least say the alcohol wasn't my fault," I replied.

I nod and finish my drink

I sit back quietly slowly sipping at my drink.

I sighed softly "Seth brought something up while we were eating something about why you still loved me even tho I left

"Oh, yeah. Well its actually about why I loved you in the first place but you could also say its why I never stopped. The world you opened up for me is why. I had no parents that I knew of so I didn't have anyone to love me and I had difficulties making real friends but with you everything was easy. I had a best friend, someone to love and love me, then you gave me a family that was willing to accept me as a natural part of it. Sadly because we wanted to be together your family couldn't adopt me like they said they wanted to," I replied.

I nodded and sighed softly. "There are times where I really wanted you to be my sister but then there was even more times where I just wanted to be with you and show you how I truly felt about you

I nodded, "which is why I would much rather stay in the foster system because I couldn't stop loving you and I really couldn't find it wrong since we weren't really family but it would still seem wrong. Everything was always just perfect then. And then I remember how happy I felt when I found out about Seth. I actually forgot you were gone, I even came home looking for you thinking about how excited I was and happy because you had given me another family that was completely mine," I smiled softly. "I felt the same way months later when the nurse told me I was having a boy. But we had been separated for long enough that I didn't rush home like crazy to tell you. But I did rush to your parents."

I nod and sigh softly pouring another smaller portion. "Yea I just.....I just wish I could have been there" I said sippin slowly

"Well, I'm hoping that this goes well because Seth has asked for me to have another kid, he wants to be a big brother. Maybe we can have another," I replied.

I smiled softly and kissed you gently. "I U want we could try" I said softly

"And I would like that," I replied with a smile.

"The only question is when my love" I said softly

"I don't know honestly," I replied.

"We could try now if you wanted my " I said softly

"Well, we could try," I replied.

I smiled softly and hold your hand close "up yo you

"I think it would be worth it no matter what because having a child is never a mistake," I smiled before kissing him deeply.

I smiled and kissed back deeply as I softly pull you into my lap

I smiled as my hands slide down his chest to lift his shirt over his head.

I smile and let you as I kiss you deeply and softly lift yours off of you

I moaned and let my hands roam his chest.