Do Over *1x1 dark and desire*

"There is only person my heart will ever belong to, and that person is you," I said and made him look at me so I could kiss him.

I kissed back soflty as I wrap my arms a little tighter around you holding you close.

I kissed him deeper as I heard little feet coming our way I pulled away as Seth entered. "I'm going to bed so I wanted you to come say goodnight," he said and I smiled. "Of course baby. We were just having a conversation," I replied and a smile came across his face.

I shook my head softly as I pulled away and leaned against the counter so you could go up

"You too dad," he said before he turns to leave. I smiled and took his hand before following Seth.

I laughed softly and followed with my hand in yours

He got in his bed and I made sure he was tucked in before kissing his head. "Goodnight my love," I said. "Goodnight mom," he replied.

Night Seth sweet dreams" I saidnasni kissed his head as well.

"Night dad," he smiled softly as he closed his eyes. We walked to his door and I turned off the lights then left his door ajar before leaving.

I left as well and went back downstairs sighing softly.

I followed him quietly. "Is there something wrong my love?" I asked him.

"That was a little too close that's all." I said smiling a little. "I'm cana have to get used to having a kid watching our every move

"Well hell be asleep soon so we can get down to where we want to be, and we can lock the door for us to enjoy each other's company," I said.

I smiled and kissed you deeply "that's true. And my main focus besides you is gana be getting everything off the trailer but I have a feeling that will wait till after Seth is home." I said smiling bigger

"You know it will, because we were going to love each other all day, and I don't care of the consequences because I don't have much time left and I want another child before I'm out of time," I said.

"What do you mean my love?" I asked concerned

"I am getting owe to being 40, and if I have a child beyond then we could both be in serious trouble so I don't want to have a baby after 40. But now that you're back I want us both to experience bringing a child into this world together my love," I said softly as I sat on the couch.

I sat down as well and sighed softly "it would be nice to have someone Seth could play with when we want to have alone time" I said smiling a little"

"Exactly, so no birth control and no condoms. We're going for the full experience to try and have a child, though I prefer a little girl this time," I smiled softly thinking about it.

Thennil have to worry about assholse like me coming into her life and abusing her or taking advantage of her." I said softly

"She'll be better than I was at making decisions because before you there were we bad guys in my life," I said.

I nod and sigh softly "I remember I chased most of them away." I said softly "but then again at times I was no better than they were

"You have never once struck me like they did. You are much better than any of those men, now come here," I said and held out my arms.

I lean into you and restbmy head against your shoulder

I wrap my arms around him. "I don't hate you for our mistake. I love you despite everything that happened, so stop feeling sorry for yourself. Yes you said something that never should have been said but I love you more than anything, well, obviously not Seth, but he's a different story. You can tell me you hate me over and over again, but I love you enough to over look it."