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"I know, and this time when I get sick I will listen, I have someone to look after so I have no choice," I said.

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I nodded and sighed softly "but you also don't have to push through it alone I'll be there for you always.

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"I know," I replied.

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I nodded and sighed as I got up and put the plates away.

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I got up to help him.

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I'm sorry." I said softly as I washed the dishes and Seth went to play

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"I forgave you some time ago, so don't be," I replied.

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I nodded and sighed softly "yea but I guess I can't forgive myself. At least not yet.

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"One day it will seem like nothing."

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I nodded slowly

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I wrapped my arms around him. "You know I can remember exactly when we accidentally conceived Seth. It wasn't the last night we spent together, because I was already pregnant. No it was about 3 weeks earlier, the happiest time we had in a long time. We went out all day and just had fun. No stress, and the fair was in town so we spent our evening there then we went to the lake and no one was around so we laid out a blanket and everything just happened from there, nothing was planned, it was just perfect like that."

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"Yea and that's when you really started to get bad after that" I said softly as I wrapped my arms softly around your waist "having Seth I think made things worse but you were pretty badly sick before that day was one of your good days." I said softly kissing gently.

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I kissed him back. "But you have to admit, the day was amazing and one of the best days ever in our relationship. Mostly because our son was made that day," I replied.

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I smiled and kissed deeper "yes it was even though we never realized it till after we split

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"Exactly, but it will always be the best day."

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I nodded and kissed softly holding you close

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I kissed him back.

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I smiled and rest my head against yours "I'm glad I came back when I did but I wish it would have been sooner

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"I think I should've been more forceful than just having your parents beg you to come back. But I didn't have the courage to call you myself," I replied softly.

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"And I didn't have the courage to come back." I said softly

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"Yeah, well both of us were afraid of what we would find if we saw each other. When Seth was first born you would've thought he belonged to our neighbor, he was always here helping me. He did a lot of house work. Your parents cameoften too, and stayed most of the time. I didn't leave my bed hardly for two years, because of my stupidity in not getting the medical attention I needed," I sighed. "I couldn't be left alone with Seth because I might make him sick."

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I nodded and sighed softly "wish I could have been there to help u

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"You will be if I get sick again," I said.

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"You will be if I get sick again," I said.

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I nodded and kiss softly "hopefully you don't.

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