Master Servant Relationship *1x1*

A: "ok," I replied.

C: I smiled when we pulled away.

I smiled and walked slowly around the place as I softly took the flower and slid it slowly behind your ear "now you look even more beautiful

P: I blushed harder and tryed to hide it

A: I smiled and leaned forward so I could kiss him softly at first.

C: I blushed softly, "thank you very much."

"Ur very welcome" I said smiling been patient and not pushing her

P: I kissed back softly as well and blushed harder

A: I pulled him close and kissed deeper.

C: I kissed his cheek softly and a bit uncertainly.

I blushed alittle and smiled as I softly took ur hand and walked outside so we weren't taking up the guys time

P: I blushed harder but kissed alittle deeper

A: I pulled him even closer and wrapped my arms around his neck.

C: i followed him quietly.

I smiled at u as I leaned against the car "you seem alittle conflicted with ur emotions" I said softly

P: I wrapped my arms tightly around u and kissed deeper letting her control everything for now

A: I let my hands slowly slide down his chest and then under his shirt just exploring him.

C: I nodded softly, "I really am. I'm thankful you're trying, and what you've done has been amazing, but I'm conflicted because I'm afraid. Of many things other than being hurt. I don't want to be like my mom, my dad left us and shortly after he went to prison. I'm also worried about what will happen to her if I make time for a new guy. I don't want someone else taking care of her and I don't want her taken from me."

I smiled "well if we do then we could move her here and have the finest doctors and nurses look after her while ur working" I said softly "u both will have your own rooms and hers will be locked but you and only u will have a key unless u deem it otherwise but details can be talked about later and I promise never to do anything to either of u" I said softly but seriously

P: I shivered slightly at ur touch but wasn't ready.to let go just yet as I kissed deeper

A: I slowed down in kissing him when he shivered but when he didn't push me away I deepened the kiss even further.

C: I nodded, "I know you will do that for me. I care for you, but I do not know what that means though. If my walls are breaking or I just feel close to you to be open at least. I actually feel you might be worth meeting my baby, granted it is dead, but I did give it a burial, just a blanket I bought for it, but all the same to me," I replied softly.

I nodded and let ur hand go "I have all the time in the world of that's what it takes." I said softly "just take ur time to figure out what u want" I said softly

P: I slowly pull away and rest my head on ur shoulder and sighed softly

A: I looked at him softly.

C: I nodded, "yeah, you really do have a long time to wait," I said softly. That was yesterday another problem, his time. He had so many years and I don't know how many I had, or if I had any.

I smiled and opened the car door for her

P: "sorry I just...don't feel ready to go further atleast not yet

A: "Its alright, I understand," I replied.

C: "thank you," I said and got in the car.

I nodded and closed the door and climbed in myself

C: I sat back quietly.

I smiled "where to?" I asked smiling

P: I blushed harder than before as I sat back quietly and smiled

A: I smiled, "I'm sure you don't want to do that here. In a car."

C: "um, just go to the beach on the east side," I replied.

I nodded and drove there

P: I blushed harder confirming my thoughts on the matter "no I don't think my first time should be in the car

A: "definitely in a traditional place, but if you want to one day I think it would be best to find somewhere other than my home. My father wouldn't take well to that show, he never has on anyone," I said softly.

C: I know if was strange, but I had found that to be the best location and decided I would make a burial for my baby there. Out of the way of the people of course.

I sighed softly as I found a spot to park "where to?" I asked softly

P: I nodded and smiled alittle "a better place than ur home or car" I said teasingly

A: I smiled at him, "yeah. And for you I won't go to my usual hotel. No I will find one even better than that one."

C: "over here," I said and led him off to the right of where everyone else was going.

I followed quietly not saying a lot as I sent up a small prayer for all that were here visiting loved ones that passed away

P: I blushed harder as I kissed u "and y is that?

A: "you're the only virgin I've ever dated, and this is your first relationship, and with people not really giving you much if they could I think I should try and make it special."

C: we finally stopped at the grave that said Jordan, "I didn't know what gender it was so I just chose that and we ordered this small stone." It wasnt much, just a cheap little stone that barely gave much celebration to the baby ever being there.