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Desire Admin
Posts : 21482 Join date : 2014-08-19
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Tue Oct 27, 2015 9:31 pm | |
| I watched him quietly as I fed Emily. "Is everything OK?" | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Tue Oct 27, 2015 9:38 pm | |
| "Yea I just...." I sighed softly. "No its not I just....keep thinking of what could have been if you never came back to me...to us....I know nothing about how women are and dont know how I would have handled her when she got older not knowing what was going in with her body or even how to explain things....I was so scared of lossing you that I didnt know what I was gana do. And at times felt like giving up not just on you but on everything but I knew I couldnt let Emily grow up without knowing and loving atleast one parent...." I said turning to you. "The only thing that kept me going was the fact that she was in my arms eating and very much healthy and wanting to be alive and the fact that you were stil breathing and heart still beating..." I said softly tears filling my eyes. | |
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Desire Admin
Posts : 21482 Join date : 2014-08-19
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Tue Oct 27, 2015 9:45 pm | |
| I watched him. I stood up and go to hug him. "I'm sorry you have to deal with that." | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Tue Oct 27, 2015 9:54 pm | |
| I wrapped my arms softly around u holding u close as well as Emily. "Finish feeding her and c if u can get her down for a nap and we will talk more. Theres alot that has been bugging me since she was born...and quite a bit of it has been weighing heavily on my heart. I was just trying to fond the right time to tell u but can nevrr seem to. | |
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Desire Admin
Posts : 21482 Join date : 2014-08-19
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Tue Oct 27, 2015 10:39 pm | |
| "I will, ok," I sighed and went upstairs to finish feeding her and put her down for a nap. Once I did I came back. | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Tue Oct 27, 2015 11:24 pm | |
| I sat down on the couch and sighed. | |
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Desire Admin
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| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Tue Oct 27, 2015 11:25 pm | |
| I sat next to him, "what's going on love?" | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Tue Oct 27, 2015 11:52 pm | |
| I soghed softly not knowing where to start but decided to just start talking. "Since I came to know you I have fallen hard and found a reason to keep pushing forward instead of living on the edge. You gave me a reason to live and thrn she came into our lives and I almost lost the one thing I felt give me purpose before I realized i had Emily as well. But I still felt so losts becaude I thought I was gana lose you...and I know nothing about women other than pleasuring them thanks to you...." | |
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Desire Admin
Posts : 21482 Join date : 2014-08-19
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 8:48 am | |
| I smiled softly at the last part. "Well, if my father can do it, so can you. I know you're able to take care of her. Then there's so many people here that would help. Believe me, this baby wasn't going to be difficult. Well, she will be. Anyway, I'm here so this won't happen. You will be fine here," I said and held his hand. | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 4:16 pm | |
| I nodded and sighed softlt. "I just worry that im gana lose one of he most important people in my life. .." I said softlt squeezing ur hand | |
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Desire Admin
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| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 5:07 pm | |
| "I know love, but you won't," I replied. | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 5:25 pm | |
| I looked at u and sighed nodding. "Im sorry..." I said softly. "Gou have always been a major part in my life as my partner of my life and my beautiful and amazing lover. And for the first time have a sign of that lve for eachother. And honestly im glad that she is in our lives happy and alive." I said softly. | |
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Desire Admin
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| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 7:28 pm | |
| I smiled softly, "well, to be honest I'm happy about all of that too, and I'm happy that all my womenly parts work still. I wasn't consciously worried about it with my injuries and the baby, but it was still there. If we had lost her, yes it would really hurt us both, and we may not want to have another for a long time, but the option would be there and it is there. Though our odds as a couple, even being mates, wouldn't be good," I sighed. | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 7:33 pm | |
| I nodded and softly squeezed ur hand "agreed. And honestly i dont know what would have happened with me and ems relationship if you would have died...if...id turn out to be like my father...." I said softly looking away from u. | |
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Desire Admin
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| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 7:38 pm | |
| "Better that than my own," I replied softly. "What your father did, you can heal from that, but I will never love my father for what he did to me, I couldn't." | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 7:48 pm | |
| And I dont blame you for it not one bit. And honestly i dont know hour relationship has been strained for years and nothing ever seemed to please him and every time we tried to talk it ended in a bad fight." I sighed softly before continuing "I guess all I can really say is we will c. | |
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Desire Admin
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| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 7:51 pm | |
| "I believe you will, it has already began to improve," I replied. | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 9:04 pm | |
| I sighed "I dont really c it but it might be bc im too close to the problem | |
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Desire Admin
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| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 9:17 pm | |
| "You really are," I said. | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 9:25 pm | |
| Idk baby I just wish things would go back to the way things were before she died" I said softly. | |
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Desire Admin
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| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 9:26 pm | |
| "Unfortunately everything won't be the same," I replied. | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 9:37 pm | |
| "I know." I saod soghing again | |
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Desire Admin
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| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 9:43 pm | |
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Darkdragonangel
Posts : 20990 Join date : 2015-01-12 Age : 34
| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 11:26 pm | |
| I sighed softly and kissed u | |
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Desire Admin
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| Subject: Re: In the Dark *dark and desire* Wed Oct 28, 2015 11:31 pm | |
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