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I was trying to say no but I sighed since no one would let me.

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I squeezed ur hand softly "relax love their just trying to help

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"I prefer doing things for myself," I replied.

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"I know but we all feel bad for what ur going through

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"but sometimes letting me do things on my own is better for me mentally. I need to know I can still care for myself," I said.

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"As well as me and a child when we are ready" i added softly as i squeeze ur hand

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"exactly, if I can't start with myself though, then how can I be sure of being a good wife and mother?" I said softly.

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I smiled "i promise to always help u no matter what love u know that" i said softly and squeezed ur hand

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"yeah but you'll be working," I replied dismally.

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But il always be able to come home if u need me love" i said softly

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"I know," I said softly.

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"Just be careful is all i ask" i said softly and kissed u gently

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I kissed him back as they sit back down and smiled at us.

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We talked with them alittle and told them the full story of what happened so they could decide for themselves the truth from the rumors.

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They nodded, "and just so you guys know I'm done with alcohol. Alcohol and idiots are the reason why I will be in this chair for the rest of my life."

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"I think we both are atleast when we are ojt and about specially since she cant drive until we get a customized car for her which is gana be price" i said softly.

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"yeah, and I promised him I would stop drinking," I said. "That's awesome, because of this I might just give if up too," said one friend ans many agreed.

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I nodded and softly took ur han in mine and squeezed softly "all i have to say is be careful. I know what it can cause and just ho deadly drinking can be" i said softly

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I nodded, "yeah. I was almost killed if I didn't have a good doctor."

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I sighed softly "i wouldnt have been able to live with myself if u had died" i said looking down at the table.

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I squeezed his hand, "I understand."

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I looked up at u and softly kiss ur cheek. "And i know u know this but i still have nightmares of that night and worse

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I kissed his cheek, "I know."

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I sighed softly and squeeze ur hand softly

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"I promise nothing will take me out that easy," I smiled.

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