In the Dark dark and desire

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"No one understands more than me," I replied.

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I nod and sigh softly "I gue sleep is finly catching up with me..." I said softlt

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"Good you need it," I said.

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Not until I know you are fully healed will I be able to rest" I said softly

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"And why not? We fit together on this bed do we not? I see no reason for you not to," I said.

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Bf I blame myself for your situation and .....it kind of reminds me of the day I lost my mother and the day I got taken

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"You can't do anything about it I had to do it," I said.

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I sighed softly "it still bothers me tho and my gayer still blames me for it even after 6 years when I became a full member my mom sacrificed herself to save me all for naught bc I still got caught things still bother me bf of how severely they beat me to get information out of me but I never broke once

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"She did not sacrifice herself for nothing! Now listen to me, she sacrificed herself because she cared for you. I may not understand love, but I understand sacrifice. My own mother died protecting me too, she knew she couldn't run off with me, but guess what, she did it anyhow! Your mother knew that since you young you had a better chance at seeing the end of this war than she did, and you were going to do great things. And look at you, you saved me from a fire, and you've probably saved others too. That's what she sacrificed for you," I said and looked at him with compassion, something else I was still not sure of eitherbut it was easier to understand than love.

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I sighed and nodded "try telling that to my father he blames me for her death but he still came for me when I got captured took him a month to do it but he saved me from an even worse fate but I would have preferred to go thru with the treatments than be like this barely able to save anyone like this

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"It doesn't matter what he thinks. He's in pain but he has no right taking it out on you," I said. "You don't deserve that kind of treatment."

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I nod and sogh again. "Our relationship has been strained ever since and nothing will revive it I have tried

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"That's his fault. My dad never loved me and yes it hurt as a little girl but I realized its his loss," I said. "You continue to love him but don't let him bring you down you're a beautiful person in my opinion."

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I blushed alittle and smiled softly as I kiss your cheek softly "thank you

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I smiled at him. "Of course. I care about you and I know not to let you feel down."

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I blushed softly and rested my head against yours

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I smiled softly before I felt soreness and sighed. I didn't say anything.

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"You're u ok?" I asked as I sat up enough to check your fluids

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"Yeah," I said forcing my voice to be normal. I didn't want to bother him with more.

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I slid out from under you and sighed softly as I closed the iv and changed the morphin bags "don't worry Iv done this long enough that I know what I'm doing " I said softly

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"OK," I said as I watched him.

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"Feeling any better?" I wake softlt been able to read you pretty well by now as I turned the iv back on

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"Yeah, thanks so much."

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I nodded and kissed your forehead anything I can do for the person I care about most

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I smiled at him, "which is why I like you so much."

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