a tale of a lone warrior.

"Thank you," I said as I took one of the glasses.

I smiked and nodded as i slowly drank

I took a sip, "this is sweet."

"And very good" i said softly as i drink slowly. "Look im sorry about last night...." i saod softly

"I'm sorry too, I just, I don't understand your life and I know you don't understand mine," I said.

I rest my hand softly on urs. "If u allow me id like to.

I looked at him softly. "I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Being here confuses me so much, and talking about my home makes me want to break down and cry." I set the glass down and sighed as I seriously wondered what I was doing. I was killing a beautiful family, a real one. I was probably going to emotionally tear up their son too.

"We can figure it out together

I sighed as I grabbed the glass again but didn't take it slow hoping that the rush of alcohol would help me. I knew if I wanted to get the proper amount ID have to sneak in here when he wasn't around. "I think what scares me most here is I'm realizing I don't know who I am at all. I knew who I was when I came here but now I'm not," I said. It was like his family was bringing out another me.

I nodded softly "my mom has a way of bringing out the person u were ment to be

"I'm wondering if you inherited that trait," I said.

"Maybe if so i hope its working" i said softly

I nodded softly, "it's doing something." I finished the drink but decided to sit down quietly.

I finished mine and smiled alittle as i sit as well "im glad that i have some positive affect on u

"But this not knowing is scary. I don't know who I am if I don't have hate, that's all I've known. Love is something so far away I could never even see it and now that I can pretty much touch the love I'm seeing here, I feel afraid of what that love will do," I said. I put my head in my hands.

I slowly rest a hand on ur shoulder. "Love is the strongest of emotions and can change the world if u let it but all it takes is one step at a time u just got to believe if u let go of hate it will do wonders to you." i said softly deeply concerned

I looked at him, "but at least when I hated things I knew what was going to happen to me. But love, I've heard it's blind. No one is ever really prepared for it, or anything that happens."

I know its scary but id rather have love than hate everyone for the rest of my life" i said softly

"I guess so," I said softly.

I softly squeeze ur shoulder. "And trust me i will be by ur side as u make the journey if u choose to let go of ur hatred

I looked at him, "thank you."

I smiled softly "your welcome

I leaned into him. "You kind of make me want to try. I know you have worries and all, but you seem to be carefree most of the time and you have fun," I said.

I smiled softly "when ur ready let me know" i said softly and stood up

I nodded, "alright." I stood up and put the glasses away.