Surviving life

I moaned as I was close.

I was close as well as i moaned loudly and thrust harder and deeper into ur clit

I moaned louder as I came.

I came hard as well and moaned loidly right as a knock at the door came and went

When we calmed down I called out, "what is it?" One of the dancers said, "closing, he needs to leave." Then they were gone. I looked at him, "well I missed my chance to do the job you gave me tonight. I promise tomorrow I will start looking."

I nodded softly "just be careful i dont want you to get hurt or killed bc of me. Specially since i think i found my favorite sex partner" i said teasingly

I giggled at him, "I will. But you need to get dressed so they can close up."

I nodded and kossed u deeply before getting up to get dressed

I kissed him back before putting on the outfit I had. Then when he was ready I went to get my coat that fell to my knees and used it to cover up.

I smiled and gave u my card to contact me before i left

I placed the card in my pocket before giving my boss the money I made and he handed me only a small portion of the money. In my job, I can only keep 1/10 of what I was given for my extra services. So the $5,000 he graciously handed me lowered to a mere $500. I needed the money but I needed to live more. I went to my apartment just a block away in the dangerous part of town. I locked my door before getting some food and then going to shower.

I sighed softly as i drove home and went to my small house and relaxed quietly when ingot there and showered before bed

I came out of the shower and put on my usual night gown before locking my bedroom door as well and going to bed.

I laid there in bed in my boxers thinking of her and shook my head softly as i tried to fall asleep

I thought about him, and felt my first real longing for a man to come back. Even when we were rough I felt a gentleness in his touch, something I hadn't ever felt in a man since I lost my dad. I sighed softly as I laid on my stomach and fell asleep.

I smiled and finally fell asleep after an hour of thinking about her and slept till late in the morning

I slept until twelve before I had to eat something. I changed out of my night gown and put on a sweater instead before going to cook. My roommate sat on the couch watching one of her movies.

I soghed softly as i got up to make a small breakfast i didnt eat much on most days and did my morning routine after

After I sat down with my food we sat and talked. I had to lock my door occasionally because of the boyfriends she had, one of them attempted to rape me once but she quickly stopped him. I just didn't want her to know they were all bad.

I sighed glad to have ny own place and relaxed quietly after my morning run and daily pushups and what not i did to stay in shape as well as to make sure i would almost always end up ontop if it came to a fight

I finally got dressed in a pair of shorts and a tank top and went out to shop for food.

i sighed as i waited for one of m contacts to call and turned the tv on quietly

After my grocery trip I went back to bed so I could be rested for work tonight. Around 8 I was up getting ready to go and eating. Once I was finished I put on another jacket before walking out of the apartment to the club.

i sighed and went for a small nap halfwy through the day and visited the club afterwords that she was working at but stayed out of site to eep an eye e=on everything going on

I was up on stage dancing again but was looking all over the club.