a tale of a lone warrior.

I sighed softly as I just watched everything. Not like I could offer them much help now. When it came to the usual tasks I was fairly useless.

I sighed as I glanced her way and let the rest of the people take care of the prepping as I went off to find your room

I kept watching quietly. I certainly wasn't feeling up to a public appearance today.

I eventually found her room and softly knocked.

"Come in," I called and looked at the took from here.

I walked in slowly in a pair of pants and no shirt on pike the day you first found me except less bloody. "We were wondering if you were gana join us for breakfast this morning?" I asked softly "the more my people get to know you the better and more willing their gana be willing to trust you.

"I am sorry I just like to take a moment in the mornings to get over whatever is going on in my head that day. Of course it happens sometimes that I get too overwhelmed by the people and my thoughts to really function," I said with a forced smile. It was obvious by how tight it was.

"What's wrong? If...if you want to talk I'm here." I said softly

I let the smile fall and sighed. "Well its what I said last night. I was very serious about what I said, especially the part of taking one of you as a husband. The only problem is that's a very big responsibility for anyone. That means this person will take this group and become it's king. How could I ask anyone to do that? Then I don't have a clue who to ask. I don't want someone who will turn out like my father because of their power."

I sighed softly "I have been an outcast for a very long time and passed through many clans and human towns before I was caught and forced into slavery many of which I'm not willing to talk about but one thing I will say the one that is right for you will show himself one day and when that day comes you will know he is the right one though the feelings in your heart and the thoughts in your head. Always follow your heart but make sure that you listen to your gut as well. BC more oft than not your gut is right.

"I don't care if the guy is right for me, as long as he is good for my people and shares my ideas. My father had me betrothed already so I'm already fine with not finding love in my king, I'm willing to sacrifice that much for my people," I said. I sighed softly.

"Then you will not find your true self the person you were ment to be. I may only be a little older than you but I have learned much specially from you humans and those not in love will always have a falling out of some kind but those that love each other completely will always fight for what they have and never leave each other unless they have no other choice." I said seriously looking right at you for the first time since we met without any hatred or any feeling at all showing in my eyes

I looked at him. "You know how hard it is to find it. I don't have time to do that, I'm not allowed to become a queen without a husband, and if I did my kingdom wouldn't be recognized until then. Besides, I'm not allowed to divorce the king. There's not a church in this world that would see it done even if he asked."

"I know better than you think and found it once." I said simply and sighed shaking my head

"Well that makes you lucky. But I don't have time, if I had it I would use it. I have too many things to do to start caring if I do find that," I said.

"Lucky but also more broken than you will ever know or I will probably be able to tell. And trust me you have more time than you think." I said softly starting to head to the door. "Think on what you said because trust me on one thing at least and believe my people do not take marriage or coupling so lightly as your noblty do my people will not marry unless both parties feel something for the other . or even give kids." I said seriously "think in that." I said before I left and went out to hunt

I sighed and mumbled, "so then I have nothing. Great." I didn't know what I was going to do. I definitely didn't need to speak to people today, despite the need for a better relationship between my people and his. I got up and shut the doors to my balcony and laid on my bed quietly.

I saw a bear near our little ruin of a castle and didn't need it getting in so I ran at it and jumped over the bear swiping at him and just grazing his fur before leading him away of course he got pissed off and ran after I just kept out of range of him till I thought I was far enough away

I sighed and just laid there. Julian came knocking but he left me alone when he saw me staring at the ceiling. I did this to think. Maybe through this moment I can get to a better idea for what I need.

I sighed when the bear insisted and I turned around and attacked him surprising him but he swiped at me with his claws I was able to duck under and slash at his flanks hoping to persuade him to give up

I sighed and closed my eyes when it didn't seem to work. I knew my next move was a bath but I didn't have one and wasn't about to go flaunt myself in front of anyone should I find a lake or something.

I growled loud as he nicked my arm just a small scratch as I tackled him hard in the side and swiped hard at his stomach a few times and ended up with his guts hanging out and I decided to kill him as a mercy and called out real loud to my people and they all came to bring the bear home.

I sighed as I walked back to my balcony.

I walked into the village that we had set up and I sighed as I tugged on the makeshift bandage on my forearm

I watched everyone moved. The humans were doing their best to help everything get together. I wondered if we had anyone to fix up this place.