Old Friends *dark and desire*

"90%of the time we were making out or doing other things that got us really close to getting into huge trouble back then." I said smiling softly.

I nodded, "yeah, if we were left alone long enough things would have been really bad," I said. We did have time once to go as far as we could, and we did. I sighed and leaned my head back on the tree

"I just wish it could be like that again. Where we were care free and didn't give a damn about who saw us doing what"I sia dishy a soft sigh

"Well we're older now, and our lives are different. We know what pain is, more than we once did. We didn't believe it would matter to anyone if we were together or not."

"Yes but I can still dream" I said jokingly

"Yes, we all can," I replied.

I sighed softly as I held your hand alittle tighter leaning against the tree and Looking up at the stars

I looked up as well. I began to wonder if this is how we were supposed to be.

"Remember how we used to look up at the stars and just remanice about the future

"Yeah I do, and the future seemed so amazing back then because of how sure we were that we were going to be tackling it all together," I said.

door u honestly believe what they said about us not been able to be together?" I asked softly

I shrugged, "I believe we will always have to watch ourselves and constantly be protecting each other. But the problem my mom saw was that we would end up hurting each other because if someone were to stake you in front of me I would get in the way and get staked instead and you would go on a rampage after whoever did," I said.

True and still would. Your my oldest and only friend I have and if do anything to protect you" I said softly

I nodded, "and that's the problem to her. She lost my dad and the only thing keeping her here is me."

I sighed softly "but atleast now I know how to control my anger alittle better. And not fly off the handle"

"But anytime we love someone we will have rampages," I said.

Honestly the only thing that kept me from going after them before now was the fact that you were close and I new you were still alive BC you and your mother never made an appearance at the party. For that I was glad. And I know its been hard but iv been doing my damnedest to find them and stop them from doing it again to someone else. BC I didn't want it to be you next time. Even thou it may seem like I gave up on been together I didn't BC I still care a lot about you. But I will keep my distance if you want me to.

"I don't know what to do anymore. Someone gave me a letter that night saying you moved our runaway date to that night so I left to go to the tree. My mom was called away on business so I didn't have anyone to watch me." I said honestly.

I did send it but before I could the raid hit and killed my father only a vamp would be willing to hunt another in the night other wkse it would have been a human durjng the day. And honestly we could if we wanted to.

"I waited until an hour before sunrise then found shelter because I was too afraid to attempt going back at that hour. No one was there when I finally returned the next day, and the house was ruined so I assumed you were dead and found a place to stay until my mother came home and she fed the believe since," I said.

I signed softlyu. "I'm sorry I should have told you." I said looking away

"How could you? You didn't know where I was," I said. "Its all dead and gone now."

Yea but still."I said softly and sighed "I'm sorry life has been rough the last couple years trying to fix his killer and bring him to justice for all I know they tryed to do a coo where they wipe out the head family and take over themselves.

I shrugged, "I don't know. Mom put my fiance on me so I've been too busy learning to be her version of a wife to do anything. She said he will take my chair so I don't think she really wants me on that chair," I said honestly.

"Then y the hell did she put you in charge of it?" I asked softly